It has been a long time since I last clubbed, ever since I started working 4 months ago, I haven't got the chance to hit the club. Last night, I got the "visa" from B to go to phuture with twinny, jamie, maddy, karen, yunni and shuhua :)

Went over to twinny's place after work, had a short nap and we prepared for the night. Cabbed over to whitesands to buy macs then headed down to phuture. The night was quite screwed actually, 2 of them got drunk even before we started dancing. And so we left the club for home without dancing at all, maybe like 5 mins of pushing here and there?

Stayed over at twinny's place for the night, then got up to breakfast made by twinny love <3
Now we're watching tv and wasted the afternoon away. Oh btw, today I took leave which I so regret -.- But at least I get to rest at home and I'm meeting mummy and brothers for dinner at Bugis later.

I'm gonna get myself a camera next week and that will be Canon G12!! =D
Miao already gotten her and I cant keep my hands of it! omg.. cant wait to get mine!

Finally taking a break from work, have been doing work since 9am til' now, skipped lunch and was munching on bread. The most hectic week of the month is when I have to do up the incentive report and it always last til' mid of the month. The second half of the month I will have loads of time to clear all the other work.

Anyway, b got back from Phuket last Friday and I don't think he had much fun. However, I'm glad that he went on this trip cos' it gave both of us time alone and think about things. Things between us are fine now. He even said that when he join SIA as a pilot, I won't have to work cos' he's able to take care of me. He always think that his wife should work and be independent. I think I found the best guy and I'm so not gonna let him go again.

On the other hand, Joy is back from her holiday and I bet she enjoyed herself! She bought lots of clothes! Roar! I also want leh -.- I need a getaway too! Working life is so tiring but I would rather work then study. Still enjoying my life right now.

Ok, break is over! Gotta get my arse back to work! :)


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Working life is pretty mundane, doing the same old things everyday at work. I'm into the 4th month of my working life and I'm kinda used to it already. However, I still have not gotten rid of my bad habit of "skipping" work especially when you have 14 days of annual leave. It's not helping at all.

Am trying to save up a sum of money so I can help to lessen my mum's burden and also to save up for the future. I dunno what will my future be like, we just have take one step at a time. Love life has been quite fucked up, I totally screwed up my love life but I thank god for an understanding boyfriend. He's already on the verge of giving up, but somehow I know there's something between us that's holding him back. I don't wish for this love to end. This has been the best love so far. I want to treasure it again. I pray for our love to last forever.

Woke up early today to send b to the airport, he went to Phuket with ben for the week. How I wish I could take the time off to join them!

I've been thinking, maybe this is the best time to think about things, our relationship. He deserves this trip, away from all the stress in sg and away from all the problems we had in our r/s. It's not that I'm happy that he's not here, I missed him alot. I wonder if he does. Things have changed ever since that breakup. We will never be the same as before. The crack is there, no matter how much I try, there will still be a crack.

I always fail to see how fortunate I am to have gotten such a good bf. He has always been there for me, no matter what happens. I always fail to see how much he gave in to me, how much he cares for me. I took him for granted, I didn't care for him. I was so selfish and self-centered. He always put me in first place. I disappointed him.

I miss every single bit of him. How he always make me laugh with his childish side. How he always want me to cuddle him in my arms, how he hug me to sleep every night, how he used to kiss me on the forehead before he leave home for school.

Things have changed. I broke his heart, he gave me a chance. I didn't treasure it and I broke his heart again. Now that there's a shadow, he no longer care so much. I deserve it. I should have knew how much he gave in to me.

He taught me about life. He was there for me all these while. I lost a part of him. He will never treat me the same way. I still love him. He has become the most important person in my life.







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Before I go off to bed, I want to say...

Please take good care and get well soon! Joynpl, I loveee youuu much muchh! <3

Make a choice

I'm still contemplating whether to continue using blogger or should I stick with tumblr? Tumblr has the reblog functions and there are so many pretty pictures! (Y)

I'll decide again. Bye!

Finally I moved my lazy fingers to update this page. And guess what, I have the app for blogger in my phone but I'm just too too lazy to update.. hohoho..

Anyway, I've been busy working my ass off.. I see no future, which is so so bad but I'm enjoying my life right now! :D Initial plan to join miao and kim at sydney was cancelled. Boyf and I decided to go to Taiwan in mid-may, and I'm so so excited about it! :D

Have been spending time with a bunch of people, and I guess they've become my favourite! My baby twinny, jamie, amelia, dannyboi, mag and maddy! and guess what, they like frolick and I guess I shall start eating frolicks cos' that's their fav hangout place! lol. and my first time at PLAY was awesome and of cos' the company of them! you don't have to worry about being touched by those nasty guys and it's so much safer than the normal clubs!

shall update again, prolly when I get back from my trip! :D so excited!!

Been working almost everyday, nothing much to update.
And, I've finally send in my resume. Hopefully I will be shortlisted!
I need more moolahs!

My miserable life starts from today, working 5 days a week, 11am-10pm daily. Working temp full time was the initial plan when bf & I had other plans. but.. we had to push all these aside for now. which means, I have to find a proper full time job! I've not even prepared my resume =X

Today's the first day working at Queen's Ave full time and working in a retail store is not easy at all. Every Monday is housekeeping day which means cleaning all the cabinets and mopping the floor. My poor hands.. *cries

Daniel and Twinny dropped by today and had dinner with me, though Twinny was late and we only met for a while. Thanks for dropping by! :D Guess I have a lunch/dinner khaki, Daniel! :D

And, my cousin whom I don't always hang out with happens to be working at Uniqlo, dropped by and say hi to me! She's damn shuai, omg! If she's not my cousin, I'll probably become a lesbian or bisexual and fall in love with her :D cute to the max! We happen to have the same off days this week, so gonna see her during work!

Off day tomorrow, gonna ask mummy to go out with me. It's been a long long time since we hang out together for a day! :D

Baby Twinny!

Ever since I've ended my exams on 25th Feb, I've been seeing Twinny almost everyday & I'm loving it! With the company of Jamie and boyfriend, we spent my birthday and bf's birthday together! just the four of us, and this spells AWESOME! :D
Besides these, I've made new friends, Amelia & Daniel! :D *waves! awesome group of people to hangout with!

Life's been great since I've spent my everyday sleeping, eating, slacking and meeting up with my favourite people! Talking about getting a job, I've decided to work temp full time at Queen's Ave for the time being. Bf & I had plans, and it will most probably commence in May. Not sure if things will work out but since I've decided, I'm gonna put in all my effort so as to be a step nearer to the life of luxury :D

When I say I meet twinny almost everyday, I mean EVERYDAY! I'm glad that she's feeling better right now ever since last Friday. Love you deep deep!

I miss my JMO girls too! We were supposed to meet for supper tomorrow but Joy couldn't make it. Anyway, thanks for making the effort to organize a meet up since all of us are so busy with our own lives especially when we've graduated! We'll meet up very very soon ok! Love you girls :D

Lastly, where my party people at?!?!?! My dear Becca and jin has been missing out a lot and we HAVE to meet up, as a group, asap! :D who wants to plan?!?!?!!

Seriously, whenever I look at the blog title of one of Twinny's post, I want to laugh! Each time I see that post, I kinda miss myself a lot.. It's as if I'm dead.. Memories.. I'll always love you, Jerline :D I've got the cutest and sweetest Twinny ever! Loves !

love him so so so much! :D
(my boyfriend la!)

Spent my entire week watching 就想赖着你& I'm fcuking in love with Jerry Yan! :D I was wondering, why do girls always go gaga over guys like Jerry? I guess it's because I can never meet a guy, so sweet like him (in the show), and I guess it's hard to find someone as good looking as Jerry in Singapore.

I've never been so "in love" or a big fan of any famous artiste, but Jerry Yan is definitely the first one. It's not that I don't have a good boyfriend, but no one's perfect, including myself. And I'm glad that I don't know Jerry's personal life or anything related to him. I just want to maintain that good image of him in my heart. At least I know, there's such a guy out there.

I must be crazy.. but I still lvoe my boyfriend very much cos' he's the only guy who has done the sweetest thing for me (excluding my girlfriends). But I've never shown my gratitude towards him, I sucks. Boo! Bye!

01March2010
Birthday Celebration with the clique at Somerset 313! Thanks guys for the treat and the suprise! :D We had dinner at Hot Tomato and the steak is good! I want to go there for dinner again! :D





























They wrote "1 of the happiest memories in TP is knowing you" on the cake! I'm sorry I'm not the type of person who will tear upon seeing such sweet things but I'm really happy to have known you guys and I've never regretted knowing you guys! :D

too much photos to upload! will split into two posts :D

26Feb2010
Firstly, celebrated my 20th birthday with boyfriend, my baby Twinny and Jamie! Met up with them at town and had dinner at Fish&Co. Then, we went down to Tampines while they planned the last minute "surprise" for me! lol! Love you all to the max! :D


























Many thanks to my twinny & boyfriend! Love you two forever :D

27Feb2010
On Saturday night, headed down to Powerhouse with twinny baby and daniel, PJ & his friend was there as well!












to be continued..