10 days to the start of SIP, I don't think I'm ready for that.
mee sua for lunch today, went for a short run with baby. almost died, so long never run, no stamina. lousy piece of shit.
I've been watching the ad on weekend TODAY on television, I can't see that girl turning clockwise. Seriously don't understand.

[Twinny!]
Goodluck for your prelims! meet up after that right?!?! can't wait!! I want to hit the club soon! love you darling !

[Joy, Yenling & Miao]
already planned and texted you girls already! hope we're able to meet up tomorrow and our sentosa trip on Tuesday will be a fun one :D

[michi, becca, hy, jin & pj]
I'm planning a meet up in september, either Saturday or Sunday. I'll text you people soon! :D

I'm meeting my rasa darling tomorrow! can't wait :D
How I wish my holiday is the usual 2 months break and not just 1 week ):

4 more hours to the last paper, 6 more hours to the end of exam.
I seriously can't wait for this to end, I need a break.

It's the end of the exam, like finally!
but, I'm so damn worried about how I will do for today's paper because I got a bad feeling about it.
I seriously hope that teacher can give me marks and pass me =X

just woke up from a nap, I feel so restless right now.
after so many days of late nights, I'm getting a red eye. damn it.

11.03pm

1 more paper; 1 more day to the end of exams.
13 days to the start of SIP.

It's time to mug for the very last paper. I see the weekends smiling back at me.
I see the whole of next week with late night outings but not late night studying.
I can't wait I can't wait!!

yesterday's event's paper was alright,I hope tomorrow's PCM paper will be even better.
*cross fingers

I better get back to studying.

so much things to study for PCM, so much things to memorise.
I can't wait for tomorrow's paper to end, but at the same time I'm so worried for the previous papers.
I wonder how I would do for it, I seriously will hate myself if I have to take supp exam.
one week of holiday is not enough for me, I've got so much to do before SIP starts.

the weather is so good for napping, therefore I left the pile of notes on the table and went to take a nap.
I just had my dinner and watching television right now, I want to watch the 9pm show.
tonight will be another late night mugging session.

my show start le!! :D

2 more papers; 3 more days to the end of exams.
15 days to the start of SIP.

questions for accounting paper today was as predicted, but the answers that my friends got were so different from mine. theory questions were more than what I've expected. say bye! to holidays and hi.. to supplementary paper -.- shall stop complaining about what happened, life's too short to complain and get upset.

lab with Rasa darling to print SIP guidelines for SIP launch on the 7th of Sept.
white sands with Rasa darling for $1.80 chicken rice.
it was quite some time since I bought a magazine, so I bought Seventeen to read.
apparently, my mum said that I'm already nineteen and I'm reading Seventeen.
I realized that there's nothing much that attracts me in that magazine but only the "Share you story" part of the magazine.

okay, another random thing.
some "friendly" neighbor left a note on our door and it says:
" Can you please stop your dog from scratching the floor! It's very rude and it's very annoying. Since we're neighbours, it's okay. Your friendly neighbour, Ben. "
friendly neighbour? notice the first sentence with the exclamation mark? you call this friendly..
and someone please tell me how to stop my dog from scratching the door when he wants to go out and pee.
maybe I can teach him how to talk so he can ask us to open the door. crazy -.-

I'm going out to study later again, time for events management and pcm. last two papers.

I hate exams !!

I'm not done revising for accounting.
I'm left with 7 hours and 27 mins before the paper commence.
I'm so dead.
I'm so tired, I want to sleep.
I've yet to cover the theory part.
I'm still not sure of some of the calculations that I've spent my entire night working on.
I've to study all the theory before I hit the sack.

2.06am

3 more papers; 4 more days to the end of exams.
16 days to the start of SIP.

sucks.
will blog again, probably after exams.

"I got a feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night, that tonight's gonna be a good night, that tonight's gonna be a good good night.."

you said you will call, you didn't.

just got home not long ago from work, work was effing tiring today. why did I chose to teach small kids do artwork when I could have spend the weekends at home resting and go dating like any other couples? I mean, weekdays are usually spent in school or at work right. weekends are for meet ups and chilling sessions.

guess what? I took a train from Jurong East (so not east la) all the way back to Pasir Ris (far end of east side) an hour of journey was damn tiring. and to think that I could make use of the break time to study a little bit of Events, I only managed to study one topic on the way back home. how sad can it be. tomorrow's another day just like today, I'm soon quitting this job.

anyway, one paper down. I was glad that what I've studied came out for HRD paper. 3 more papers to go and I've yet to start any of the modules. why must there be examinations? I better go take a quick bath and start on accounting.

RIP Nicole ♥

8 October 1990 - 18 August 2009

I was so shocked when I saw the newspaper article
I never thought a girl so sweet like you will leave at such a young age
I don't know what happened, but you're the sweetest girl I've met
someone whom I met during work after our O levels
someone oh so sweet and always cheerful
that one or two months of working with you was great!

went to your facebook and saw all your friends writing how much they've missed you.
I miss you too. I'll always remember you Nic
Rest in peace ♥

what do I want in life.

I cannot wait for exams to be over.

SIP would be the next big step of my ladder to success. What do I really want? Have my own business or work for people the rest of my life?

School would be so much fun if I were to be in the same school as twinny. I don't seem to have much joy in school, especially now that I've lost someone so close. someone whom I see almost everyday in school, she's no longer there for me.
Everyday, I would drag myself to school. I don't enjoy school, and of cos' not mugging.

People say studying is so much better than working, but why don't I see the joy in schooling? I've been thinking for quite some time, what I would do after I graduate from TP. continue my studies at SIM or work? Can I even find a stable job after I graduate?

I don't seem to have any push factors in my life, but only pull factors towards stuffs that I desire but can't have ): I'm not sure what I really want in life. I just want to take a step at a time but this is not going to get me anywhere eventually.

I don't have plans in my life, I just want to enjoy life to the fullest. How? Die lo =X

I'm going back to mugging, I hate it.

work on monday, tuesday and wednesday, I don't have time to study man. I've only started on HRD, I HAVE to start events and accounting soon. Hope this thursday's mugging session with ylingling will be productive. it's a must!

and not to forget mugging for SIT supp paper ): I think I'm going to fail badly la.. everyone's like saying can pass lo.. only me >.<

anyway, I hope my twinny enjoyed her birthday in school. I bet her friends in school, especially vivi will give her surprises :D twinny, I want to celebrate your every birthay with you ♥

and TEO FEIJUN, I want to watch "the proposal"!!

bye!

my mum helped me washed my pig soft toy which is damn huge. it smells so nice now :D I'm going to put it in baby's car. muahahaha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWINNY! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SWEETIE, HOPE YOU LIKE THE SURPRISE AND THE GIFT FROM ME :D

ME LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH! ♥

Yes, I’m back to blogging again.. I’m so lazy to blog nowadays, and I can’t upload pictures again. something's wrong with the internet at boyfriend’s place, I cant access to hotmail and msn leh. So I can only use ebuddy.com ):

Wednesday - 5th August ’09
Had school as usual, went back to boyfriend’s place. Went to the airport to fetch his friend from germany, Martin and his girlfriend. Sent them to their hotel and brought them to lavender street hawker centre for dinner. Went back home to study for SIT test after that.

Thursday – 6th August ‘09
SIT test at 9am, I think I’m going to fail again.. EM lecture then went to work at Queen’s Ave.

Friday – 7th August ‘09
Went to school for HR and events tutorials. After which, went back to office to help with packaging. His dad came to pick me up from the office and drove us to the Night Safari. Roamed around night safari and spent $20 dollars on dinner, so bloody expensive la.. then his dad came to pick us up, sent martin and his gf back to their hotel and we went back home.

Saturday – 8th August ‘09
Didn’t go to work today, managed to get an off so that we can bring his friends to Sentosa! For free!! Yes, boyfriend’s uncle is some manager working in Sentosa, therefore we were given free admission to almost everywhere in Sentosa. First, we went to the Images of Singapore. The Merlion was that boring cos’ there’s nothing much to see from the top except all the constructions going on. I bet the view will be a lot better when the Resort World opens in 2010 :)

We then went to Café del mar to rest our feets and got ourselves drinks. There was also a live performance from a few girls whose promoting Calsberg. We wanted to bring them to Fort Siloso but we ran out of time so we headed to watch Songs of the Sea. This is the second time I’m watching it and this time is so much better than last year’s.

Dinner was at boyfriend’s place and then we went over to boyfriend’s friend’s place for overnight mahjong.

Sunday – 9the August ‘09
Went to work at Queen’s Ave.

Monday – 10th August ‘09
Was at home for the whole day, played mahjong with his friends at his place.

Tuesday – 11th August ‘09
Drove to school today, went for accounting tutorial. Drove jiahui and serene to boyfriend’s place and they took bus back.

Wednesday – 12th August ‘09
Went to school for HR tutorial, went back home for awhile. Bus-ed to town to meet him for movie. Watched GI Joe, not a bad show though. Supper and back home.

Today – 13th August ‘09
Drove to school for events revision lecture, not much help from that teacher, as usual -.-
Drove Melissa home, jiahui and serene to his place again.

I’m so so lazy to update already. I have to start mugging for exams starting this week. Arghh.. I miss clubbing ):

for the past week, I've been relying on judith sending me to school or driving to school on my own. it has been quite some time since I last took bus 15 to school.. lol. but since I no longer take money from mum and I have to fork out $50 to buy bus concessions, I shall make full use of it.

went to school for 2 hours tutorial lesson, was at the lab printing notes for bro. apparently, all the others in the lab were either using the net or playing viwawa, they are all guys -.- so I was the only one using the printer and I used it for an hour. imagine how much notes I've printed.

last minute called back to work at Queen's Ave due to xiaoyu couldn't make it to work. thinking of using the time to study for SIT, had to work instead. so sian. I've only started one topic, die liao lo..

I don't want to study ):

I told myself that I have to study for SIT test during the weekends, I failed to. Again, I told myself that Sunday night, I must must at least start on one topic. Nope, I didn't.

Sunday afternoon was spent at the gym with boyfriend and ben, Hougang plaza for dinner with bf. went back home to bathe, then went up to his aunt's place to watch them play mahjong. serangoon garden for dinner at astons with bf, his cousin and her friend. so I wasted the Sunday doing nothing, again. argh.. I'm so slack, just like him. lol

Judith came to pick me up from bf's place to school today again. She's so nice la! what a nice friend :D HR class ended early, 17 of us went to have lunch at swensens. it's like 2/3 of the class la! damn fun ! unfortunately, only judith has a car, so five of us squeezed in her car, and the rest had to take the public transport. drove back to school. photocopied notes and went for class which was a boring as usual. I'm so glad monday's a public holiday, no EM tutorial!! :D

after school, met mum at tamp1 to shop for running shoes. I've finally gotten a new pair of running shoes, thanks to mum for throwing away my old nike sports shoes that I wore for netball training. really miss the old days in secondary schools. bf must be smiling away cos' I've finally gotten a pair of running shoes. now I don't have a reason not to go gym with him =X

another good news is that rasa helped me find a replacement for this weekend's work cos' I would be dumb to travel from pasir ris to yew tee to work 2 hours and then travel back to pasir ris. I'd rather work at Queen's Ave, so much nearer and more earnings. thanks darling for the help!

okay, I'm now watching "Fei Tian Xi Shi" on channel U. shall start mugging for SIT after the show. woohoo~

I still cant upload pictures ):

Monday - 27th July '09
school as usual.. had dinner with mum, brothers and boyfriend at ehub buddy hoagies to celebrate mum's 48th bday!

♥

Tuesday - 28th July '09
school early for proj discussion, end school at 4. went to get my nails fixed, boyfriend came to pick me up and went to his nanny's place for dinner.

♥

Wednesday - 29th July '09
Happy birthday to my cousin, Crystal! :D
school for SIT class.. wanted to go town, but end up playing mahjong at home.. hehehe..

♥

Thursday -30th July '09
didn't go for lectures, again.. went for work from 3 - 10pm, work was damn slack.. home for mahjong again.

♥

Friday - 31th July '09
Happy birthday to michi!! :D
slept in til afternoon, went to town with boyfriend to get my heels to match my outfit for the day. he got himself a pair of loafers too.. shopped around, then drove to the hotel next to Zouk for birthday dinner with his nanny and family.
had dinner til 8plus, waited for the rest to reach. clubbed at phuture til' 3plus am. home after that. the songs were so sucky plus my heels were killing me..

♥

Today - 1th August '09
had work at rivervale mall from 2-4pm, drove to pick rasa up then went to rm. after work, sent her home then went back to boyfriend's place. now I'm going out to tamp to get stuffs and off to chalet at coasta sands. will be back with pictures soon! :D
♥

I'm so lazy to upload pictures.. shall upload in fb.